Words of an Introvert

I surprise myself
By digging out buried memories
It's sometimes hurtful
It's sometimes sad
It's a bit difficult to explain
Why I came at!

I amuse myself
With emotional torment
With bittersweet joy
It's a chemical mixture of all possibilities
Where do I think I lie!

I confuse myself
By calling upon all the words
Confounding my mind
With tsunami of problems
I dwell in this world
All but nothing by my side!

No, it's not a sad story
Nor a sad life that I live
I've labeled myself an Introvert
Who enjoy sadness and the imagination
Which never fails to perceive

My mind

This mind is a maze
The more you explore
The more it craves
I find it difficult
I can't complain
Cause I'm a sinking boat
& fate's damn slave
Free fall from emotional cliff
Attracts all the pain
Happiness comes along slowly
It's good, Even though it's too late
Sometimes I don't know
What I'm thinking
I'm lost into thy maze
Help me
Steal me
Kill me if you can
I gotta get up there
Where heavens float
Watching us all
Suffer in vain

Runaway convict of happiness!

I'm a runaway convict
Hiding from the hands of happiness
Can't figure out the reason why
I was in love and had became a bit careless

I find myself in trouble
U entered where I don't allow
I'll have to run again
But its so hard to breath  now

My mind is heavy with your imagery
Busy in calculating chemistry
Its not a feeling that I'm used to
I lived my life away from devils like you

You cracked the wall of hardest heart
Slipped inside like a Paper or a dart
Manipulated my mind thru looks and smile
Finally u showed ur Innocence of a guile