Self-centered

Why u act sometimes
so cold and rude
it hurts my heart
it ruins my mood

Is that the 'Attitude'
what people call it
I never had any of that
when i proposed you

I don't get it
why act so self centered
when u have someone to love
someone who loves you too
remove that cloak of invisibility
and darling see how world is beautiful around you.

Perfect girl

Oh beautiful red roses
Please tell her one thing
Flowers are a waste on her
On a full moon night especially.

She is my fair lady
A jewel amongst the dust
Her charm works like magic
She's a Rubik's cube that I can't readjust.

I like her enough
to resemble her
to the goddess or to the thee,
Because such Fair, Gracious
and Beautiful Girl seems perfect to me.

To remember you by

You roam this earth
Moving things here and there,
For it was my heart
you moved among them
with shimmering eyes and shining hair.

You blessed it with your hands
and with your beautiful voice
to remember you by
Oh bold, beautiful and wise.

Pure Beauty

She dresses like an angel
Her soul is so pure
She sings like a Nightingale
Everything she is, I adore

Her every move is a work of art,
She dances like a pro,
Far beyond in joy of my heart,
I don't want to let her go.

I'm a friend of her
Such a beautiful persona
She is something amazing
Everything she is, I adore

Is there a chance...?

Let me know the secret
to your heart
I'll hear it
even if you whisper
I want to know where should I start
cause my love for you now
is becoming clearer

So I ask you
is there a chance
for me to be with you
to be with you forever

Let me know the path
that leads to your heart
I'll see it
even if you show it from a distance
I'll cross seven seas to cease it
your love that is so precious

So now I wonder
is there a chance
for me to be with you
if I cross seven seas
to be with you for ever

Let me know the dream
close to your heart
I'll learn about it
even if we don't touch
We shall dance in the busy street
when whole world is looking at us.

So now I want you
to take my hand
may I have this last dance
Take my hand, you shall take the lead
I know if I look into your eyes
I wont feel the fear
I wont feel incomplete.

So...
is there a chance
for me to be with you
to be with you for ever

My Dear Beatrice

Save your soul
from what is coming your way,
just hold your breath
and speak my name,
I'll be there
the moment you need me,
have faith my beloved wife,
have faith in Our Destiny !

Don't be frightened,
Don't panic,

Demons of that world

will try to feed on your soul,

Think of thee, think of me

keep your mind in your control,
Don't surrender to your cry or tear,

Don't surrender to the hell of that fear,

Believe in me,
Believe in Thee,
Just believe in the pure bond we share !

Fates of our lives
will not change its course,
I will slay all demons with all my force,
Lucifer will pay the price
for what he did to you,
Like all 7 rings of hell
he shall be put down too,

We will reunite in thy heaven as God decrees,
I'll be there with you My love, My Dear Beatrice !!!

Fallen madly in love with you !

No one would love you
The way I do
Cause it's just so pure and true
But sadly you can't see it through

No one would care about you
More than I do
Cause it's so impulsive and natural

but you think I'm irresponsible

I don't know
What made me so addicted to you
What kind of magic did you do
Your breathless charm and
Your smile so warm
Not a second goes by darling
That I don't think of you

I might be saying this out-loud
I might be saying this too fast
yeah, without knowing you
but what else can I do...?
I have fallen madly in love with you...!!!!

I am a Dot

I want to learn
I want to teach
I want to help
and I want to believe

I want to believe in me
the lost part, the curiosity
the seeker and the helper to the 
sharing what I know
without shame and anxiety

I want to feel again
the pursuit of happiness
the passion that had died
the world of my dreams and
the believer who lives in my mind

I am a dot
a place for everyone
I am a dot
a stage for everyone
Fear not my friend
I'm not your teacher or professor
I'm your host
I'm your dost
I'm your buddy
to help you in the most.

Time to Fly

The moment I was waiting for
To fly away seven seas
Coming true like a dream
The moment that I want to cease.

Don't know how should I react
Don't know how should I be
Don't know whether to laugh or cry
When My mom is looking at me.

(The poet saying)
I don't know this feeling
My brother is leaving me
I can see this on his worried face
What he is thinking
What he is dreaming to be.

To make you smile

Her red hot dress might lie,
Her bright, faire skin might refuse to say,
Her smile and charm are so amazing,
I think,
Her mood might be jumpy today !!!

I hope
I didn't offend you with such line,
I thought
You might not even reply with a smiley smile,
I know
These lines are soo cheesy, just irresistible,
To that
What can I say now,
This is all I can do
To make you smile
I had to create this kind of poem too..!!!

a dream... Or not

Both of us working day and night
But we will be parents soon
The question arise...
Who'll take care of the child
In the absence of me and you.
No, I won't do such thing
Keeping my child others to protect
There was no option so
"I'll be a home dad", I said
Freelancing or working from home
I'll do everything I'll get.

I'm an artist dear So please don't be so tensed,
I think I'll be better at home with my child,
Than spending days away from him/her,
I will always be by his/her side
Telling stories or riding a bicycle.
I'll do everything a mom supposed to do
I know I can make it happen
Cause more than anything I love you.
The thing main thing is that
I don't want to sacrifice
that passion you possess
You go out and win battles
We'll be fine at home, without any stress!!!

Settle the Score

How we define home
What bond do we share
As unknown as it is
We humans just don't care!

We are reckless
Fool to be precise
Polluting our own planet
We are our own devil in disguise !!

Do I have to elaborate more
The sins of the father, the son & holy ghost
After wrecking it all
The natural order
We are retreating back to old border
We are trying to restore us and our selves
We always think about us and our selves!!!

It's too late now
I feel that way
The damage is done
And we've come so far away.

To the mother of all
We have tortured
We have humiliated more than enough
She must have cried so many times before
But the tears of blood are fresh
That will bring something bad
Something powerful to settle the score.

The Last Look (Part I)

This poem is about a man who is leaving earth cause of terrible moments of disaster n problems on the planet.

So every one is leaving...this is the 1st part of poem on the journey of that man who is feeling there end of a strongest bond of all...

The Last Look(Part I)


World is becoming a smaller place,
a colony which was made from different different taste,
people are flying off to Outer-space,
where you can fly n see stars in bright light day.


I'm still here back on earth to live my parents dream,
to take a last look at my mother planet before I see off this galaxy,
this worlds was beautiful but will become only a memory,
every living thing is leaving to a new world called earthling dynasty...


(To BE Continued...)

Loneliness

Life for me is a lesson of loneliness,
An unending series of isolated living.

World for me is full of strangers,
a closed box of species just unknown to each other.

Sunrise and Sunset is just start and end of the same routine,
doing same over and over again till the end.

Wind, clouds and trees for me are just natural phenomenon,
nothing special it enlightens in me cause I was born with loneliness to see.

Just a bad dream

Like breath stuck in my lungs
Like heart over flowing with blood
Like getting struck by thunder & lightning
It was something trifling and frighting.

I felt...I went through this all
The instance you triggered that alarm
Ending what ever friendship there was
In a minute it all felt so wrong

I may be over stating things here
But the feeling was very real
I was sad for some time
But I knew I can't buy that with
Gold or dime

Next thing I remember.....
I was wide awake
with racing heartbeat in my head
Just a scary dream
I smiled in pain
Just a scary dream
I told myself that
and went to sleep again.

Oh My Moon...

It's the clear sky
Oh my moon
Without any thing
Covering you.

I want to bath in
Your moonlight
I am your greatest fan
Seeking you every night.

I can't help it
But writing something to you
You are my best friend
And our bond is not new.

Dreams are....

Dreams are part of me
they breath with me
they live in me
without their touch and feel
where would I be...?

Dreams are very real to me
they are mentoring me
they are punishing me
without their care and guidance
What will I look forward to be...?

Dreams are idols I look up to
they are ideal
they are surreal
they are imperceptible
and they are invisible !!!

Dreams are my life...!!!

Suffering

Buy me some air,
i cant breath.

was Suffocating the dream,
in the pit of dark street.

was Getting Deaf and Blind,
by just remembering your lies.

You made me kill my soul,
and closed me in a blank space of my mind.

Buy me some Love,
I'm starving to Death.

was Selling my innocense,
for your every disgusting breath.

I even hated air I shared with you,
I made a fool of me by loving an animal like you.

I suffered my whole life,
I Resented you each n every time,
What i shouldnt have done i did it for you,
Until my last day of life 

i will curse until you die too

My Agony

Agony of being alone has just began 

in this era of life,

world is full of crowd leaving me aside,
these faceless people look like ghost to me,
what can I do, I'm a drop dead soul from the heaven solely.

No reason why I should be coming back,
death came to me in the night of the dark,
i don't know what i hold that brought me here,
I'm so alone and I'm trembling with fear.

Dont want to go through the pain of a lifeless being,
the hole in the soul is there and its enlarging,
what is gonna happen I just don't wanna see,
is this the only way its gotta be.

Maybe Destiny didn't want me to be peaceful even after I die,
although death cheated by killing me slowly making my soul cry,
I cursed this world and my own life every single day,
'hatred for world and my fate' is the crime

this is the price i have to pay.

Trying to Forget

I don't know its good or bad

but I'm trying to forget your face,

its not like I was in deep love with u or something

but that matters to me i guess,

the moment when u looked into my eyes

I still find it hard to forget,

your eyes are the stealing ones

who never let my mind rest,

I don't know what should i do

I'm in no position to do a thing,

I can only look at u

& keep neglecting the voice within.




I don't know its good or bad

but I'm trying to forget how u look,

its not that I was missing u or something

cause my mind is not an open book,

I think as much i try to forget u

u come back again in my dreams,

its like I'm reliving the past again

in the flow of the Love streams,
I hate to admit it,

I hate to love again,

as I was hurt before,

I don't wanna move ahead.

The Journey

We lived our lives
In each others arms
Until the last breath
We were never apart.

We painted our future
With our hopes and dreams
Helping and loving each other
Creating a garden where the lilies gleams.

Now here we are
Lying on death bed together
You saying final goodbyes to me
But all I can think of is your love
That sets me free.

On this long journey to the other world
All I can see, You & your peaceful soul
So graceful and beautiful,
over the heavens rainbow!!!

Loads of 'Someone'

For the first time in my life
I want to dance with some one
anywhere just randomly
on a sunny day
when some one is playing
Dean Martin's SOMEWHERE THERE IS SOMEONE
a classic that will even make
my dead heart beat !!!

Nuisance of being me !!!

I ask you to read
These stupid poems of mine
I disturb you all the time
I should apologize

I'm writing after 2 years
Does that mean my heart is healed
Thanks to you my heart is sealed
I'm back to writing now

This writing, thinking, poet-ing I Do
Is entirely mixed up of feelings about you
Just confused on one thing, "HOW TO-"
How to tell you easily and likeably.

A Robotic Doll

A stranger to human affection,
He'd never quite gotten used to her hugs,
He never understood what life is,
He is just a human who has breathing lungs.

Strange is everything to him,
Even her beautiful worried face,
Drop of tears have no significance,
In his psyche it's all fake.

I wonder what kind of trauma is it,
That burned his human soul,
Love has no place in his world now,
He is just a robotic doll.

Unknown pain of not knowing

Never been this optimistic
About taking her seriously,
Never been so keen on
Impressing her again & again,
It's a difficult job
To find words to write about her,
As a result
My heart ache has increased,
Reaching a critical level.

I don't know
What her answer will be,
I won't say
I'm fine if turned down,
I wouldn't feel sad
As I've loved you more,
I wouldn't forget
I've memories of you restored.

To be continued…

This talkative I become
When I think of her
And I seriously don't think it's curable

To Forget You

I had enough of pursuing love of life
I cant take it anymore
I'm being torn apart everyday & every second
when ever I'm alone.

Every time we speak with each other
I become more attracted to you
your beauty and affection are the criminals here
about that my poor heart didn't knew.

Ever since that day
My heart has been crying for you
& I don't want to have empty days anymore
so I tried to forget you.

Most Obvious Question?

People often ask me,
You think of your self as hopeless romantic,
you write these so called poems,
why there isn't any one in ur life yet,
what you call "the dream girl "...?

I smile and refuse to answer often,
but I thought about it last night,
Why don't I have a girl friend,
whom i can talk, dance and fight.

'People are so melodramatic', I thought
always trying to spice things up,
but this question of 'Not having a Girlfriend'
is really getting on my nerves.

In some time people stopped asking me that
but created another question monster,
'what type of girl you like or what qualities you prefer'
are my friends Wedding contractors or are they just curious to know
I couldn't figure it out so I didn't let this one go.

I will write down my "preferences"
in another poem someday
this time just read these lines
try to smile will you..to what ever it says.

back to poem:
Now that I'm 28 and single
I compare myself to TV or Movie characters
my favorite: Ted Mosby from How I Met Your Mother
or Charlie from My Sassy Girl

Its funny to write like this
it might even look desperate to many of you
yeah I really am waiting for that perfect one
who will understand me
not the way I behave
but the psyche of the life which drives me.

Its all about you

Ever since I saw your face
I've been staring in the nothing
you smiling or looking at me
its all I'm imagining

I never saw it coming
that fate will send someone my way
never thought it'll be you
the best thing of every single day

When ever you are explaining something
I look at you to save that very moment
let it be
the expressions, the laughter, the smile you give
angry voice, frustrated tone and answers you seek
you hurt your leg while moving a chair,
you drop something on ground somewhere,
your accident-proneness hurts me too,
seeing you in a bit of pain, it pains me too.

I cant put all my thoughts in words
as I'm not as good as you are with them
& if you ever read this and remember me by
then the mission of this poem will be a success

Just want to say thanks to you
for entering into my life
I'll always treasure these memories of you
oh dear professor of mine.

the unspoken thought

Always hesitated,
to put out my unspoken thought,
it lingers in my mind & in my heart,
yeah its about you what else could it be,
nothing good ever happened until you befriended me,
when a spark of light by you lightened up my soul,
darkness faded away like it wasn't there before,
your eyes  calm, kind and beautiful,
they brought back lost hope of my own,
your presence has changed every tiny bit of my life,
cause of you I was not troubled with other folk's strife
you are the reason day starts with shiny and bright light,
i wont leave you cause I wanna be there by your side.

.....To be continued...

Cup of Coffee or Tea ! ! !

I think of myself as a hopeless romantic
whole life I've been a single soul
yeah its bizarre, calling myself so dreamy
I may be an idiot but definitely not a troll.

I can't say,"life hasn't been fair with me"
I was the one to kick that chance away
i pretty much ruined everything
except these words who decided to stay

If i had listened to these words
life would have turned out in completely different way
she would have been with me
instead of flying 7 seas away

I don't regret of not talking to that girl I liked
it could have changed the course of the future
so I would have never met you in the class, for that lecture

Actually, let me be clear about myself,
I never took the chance to Love some one,
I never experienced what Romance means,
but what I do have are the poems
that i wrote anonymously


'Fate' talking to me once again giving me another chance
"try your charm, just this ones boy !!!" she said
pointed out you with her wrinkled arms
I dont know what, that hit me when i stared at you
I thought you got angry & threw a freaking shoe
luckily it was your smile that swept me off by my feet
yeah its so girly to say so, people might even laugh at me
I couldnt care less of that but what You think
I want to know you more mademoiselle
Can I ask you out for a cup of coffee or Tea.

Memory of a precious Dream (part 1)

Since 2 days
I've been dreaming the same,
Chatting with her all day & night
Just casual talk Face to face.

She had interesting stories
To share, to tell
I was all ears
For her words of braves and her fears

Never did i Interrupt her
That I Obviously couldn't
The way she was explaining
Whole surrounding was 
Everything turned into
joy & innocence

I was at the peak of happiness
Lucky enough To witness her
beautiful curious childish side
Sealed and hidden away from entire world.

At the end I wanna say,
It was a beautiful dream
So filled with
The laughter and the smile
The jokes and the joy
But most importantly
The Innocence that is alive !!!

AshishB.

Sovereignty of Moon

Sometime I just stare at Moon
nothing comes in my mind
it's just plain silence
with a bit of noise.

A Riot that startled my heart
suddenly calmed down
when moon waved his magic wand
all the pain was gone.

I dont know how
or why does he help me everytime
I know writing a small stupid poem
over a deity like moon, isn't worth dime.

what else can I do
as I'm a normal human being
just looking for serenity and peace
never cared about sm1 laughing
never cared about sm1 mocking me
when ever i look at you moon
your graceful light is all I need.

Treasure your Feelings

If you can't inscribe
Feelings for someone
Enduring it
is the only solution
Unsolved love issues
Might be really painful
One sided love
May be really cruel
But the memories you go through
Seem to be useful
and yes, they are
They become your experience
They become your shield
Hold on to them
To defend your mind
From those beautiful creature of
Likable kind.

Mirror and Window

Mirror and Window
both made of glass
nobody think about
philosophy behind it all

Both made from glass
yet so much different

Mirror shows reflection
your self , your looks
& things belong to you

Window is a paradigm
of life of other than self

Window is a opening in the wall
connection to other souls
if one can see through

Piece of glass that is
plain and clear throughout
can see others
and their lives

When covered in mercury
it shows only you reflects or gives a true picture
some thing that belongs to

Waking up from a dream

When I Wake up
Eyes try to adjust to real world
Logging out of dreams
Has always been difficult

In dreams
May be I'm a superhero
May be I'm a villain
May be I'm Me...with a better version

I love that world
Where you play 'God'
No problems
No restrictions and
No Rights n Wrongs

Jealousy and Sorrow

I saw her with another guy
She seemed pretty happy
That scenario itself was ironic
It could've been me instead of any

I must tame this jealousy and
Take care of this sorrow
I know I'll forget this so fast
like when bow releases an arrow

These stupid lines show
how pathetic I could be
But I take it as compliment
For future as it may be any.

Dear Death

I’m walking, I’m walking with weight of memories
I’m smiling, I’m forcefully smiling with bitter pain inside
I'm on the way to her, I'm on the way to be her own.

I stop and turn around, rethinking my decision,
i try to look through fog, several times to see where you are standing,
No I know I'm a fool to live any life , yes, I am walking to you my death!!!

An Innocent driver from Wrong Direction

A car coming from a wrong direction
people stare with anger
he or she had to face some opposition
then i looked at the driver seat just to be awestruck

face of an innocent
scared to death
beautiful soul
all drenched in sweat

my mind want to help
but I couldn't care less
that innocence changed decision
in sideline I parked my vehicle

made a way for car to pass by
she said thank you in a flash of smile
welcome I said by bowing a bit
to that beautiful girl from wrong side

AshishB
Real Event!!!!!