That One day

One day shall come
I will leave with my cycle
To live away in unknown land
Without anything planned
I wouldn't care for the geography
I wouldn't care for a tent or a dormitory
I wish to become that strong
I wish to become that brave
To refuse pleasures and leisures
To refuse company or relations
Just want to stay away
From 'kindness' and empathy
From any emotion that is even near ecstasy
These things slows me down
These things make me into a clown
Just want to get away from this world
In the jungle
Away from people
Far away from being human

Game

Even though I know
Attachment is the last thing I want
But I'm forgetting this feeling of
Leaving you behind which I really can't.

I'm an emotional man
Full of feelings and Affection
Gotta step up my game my friend say
And stay away from this game of attention.

This poetic mind of mine
Blinded me of reality
Loving someone truly
is no longer a possibility.

Unknown feeling of Solitude

While Looking in mirror
I stopped and stared
Asking my own reflection
Am I prepared?
Darkness approaching
To infect my mind
Whom should I ask for help
Nobody's free and
Nobody's kind
I know I scare my 'friends'
With such depressing thoughts
Usually I'm not this dark
Being so I know
It's my loss
Closing the doors
To the outside world
Without thinking clearly
I don't know
Where I'll end-up
On this street
Of fate or destiny!!!

Just being honest with you

I was so sure about all of this,
I was sure that I would win you over,
I wanted to know you more...,
you know...
Since the day we met at that store.

You are in my life now
Where ever you are,
You are around me now
even on phone let it be,
You are in my life now
Don't just only chat
girl please talk to me.

I'm not sure if I can fake my feelings,
I only write when I'm sad,
I'm no longer a loner I think,
But only writing poems isn't all I've had.

You are in my life now
Where ever you are,
You are around me now
even on phone let it be,
You are my dearest friend now,
that was surprising I would say
Hell with all
I had a terrific day.

Don't know how to classify,
these mixed-up and messed-up ME today,
Couldn't say the things I'm feeling right now,
So I threw them in this poem anyway.