a dream... Or not

Both of us working day and night
But we will be parents soon
The question arise...
Who'll take care of the child
In the absence of me and you.
No, I won't do such thing
Keeping my child others to protect
There was no option so
"I'll be a home dad", I said
Freelancing or working from home
I'll do everything I'll get.

I'm an artist dear So please don't be so tensed,
I think I'll be better at home with my child,
Than spending days away from him/her,
I will always be by his/her side
Telling stories or riding a bicycle.
I'll do everything a mom supposed to do
I know I can make it happen
Cause more than anything I love you.
The thing main thing is that
I don't want to sacrifice
that passion you possess
You go out and win battles
We'll be fine at home, without any stress!!!

Settle the Score

How we define home
What bond do we share
As unknown as it is
We humans just don't care!

We are reckless
Fool to be precise
Polluting our own planet
We are our own devil in disguise !!

Do I have to elaborate more
The sins of the father, the son & holy ghost
After wrecking it all
The natural order
We are retreating back to old border
We are trying to restore us and our selves
We always think about us and our selves!!!

It's too late now
I feel that way
The damage is done
And we've come so far away.

To the mother of all
We have tortured
We have humiliated more than enough
She must have cried so many times before
But the tears of blood are fresh
That will bring something bad
Something powerful to settle the score.

The Last Look (Part I)

This poem is about a man who is leaving earth cause of terrible moments of disaster n problems on the planet.

So every one is leaving...this is the 1st part of poem on the journey of that man who is feeling there end of a strongest bond of all...

The Last Look(Part I)


World is becoming a smaller place,
a colony which was made from different different taste,
people are flying off to Outer-space,
where you can fly n see stars in bright light day.


I'm still here back on earth to live my parents dream,
to take a last look at my mother planet before I see off this galaxy,
this worlds was beautiful but will become only a memory,
every living thing is leaving to a new world called earthling dynasty...


(To BE Continued...)

Loneliness

Life for me is a lesson of loneliness,
An unending series of isolated living.

World for me is full of strangers,
a closed box of species just unknown to each other.

Sunrise and Sunset is just start and end of the same routine,
doing same over and over again till the end.

Wind, clouds and trees for me are just natural phenomenon,
nothing special it enlightens in me cause I was born with loneliness to see.

Just a bad dream

Like breath stuck in my lungs
Like heart over flowing with blood
Like getting struck by thunder & lightning
It was something trifling and frighting.

I felt...I went through this all
The instance you triggered that alarm
Ending what ever friendship there was
In a minute it all felt so wrong

I may be over stating things here
But the feeling was very real
I was sad for some time
But I knew I can't buy that with
Gold or dime

Next thing I remember.....
I was wide awake
with racing heartbeat in my head
Just a scary dream
I smiled in pain
Just a scary dream
I told myself that
and went to sleep again.

Oh My Moon...

It's the clear sky
Oh my moon
Without any thing
Covering you.

I want to bath in
Your moonlight
I am your greatest fan
Seeking you every night.

I can't help it
But writing something to you
You are my best friend
And our bond is not new.

Dreams are....

Dreams are part of me
they breath with me
they live in me
without their touch and feel
where would I be...?

Dreams are very real to me
they are mentoring me
they are punishing me
without their care and guidance
What will I look forward to be...?

Dreams are idols I look up to
they are ideal
they are surreal
they are imperceptible
and they are invisible !!!

Dreams are my life...!!!

Suffering

Buy me some air,
i cant breath.

was Suffocating the dream,
in the pit of dark street.

was Getting Deaf and Blind,
by just remembering your lies.

You made me kill my soul,
and closed me in a blank space of my mind.

Buy me some Love,
I'm starving to Death.

was Selling my innocense,
for your every disgusting breath.

I even hated air I shared with you,
I made a fool of me by loving an animal like you.

I suffered my whole life,
I Resented you each n every time,
What i shouldnt have done i did it for you,
Until my last day of life 

i will curse until you die too

My Agony

Agony of being alone has just began 

in this era of life,

world is full of crowd leaving me aside,
these faceless people look like ghost to me,
what can I do, I'm a drop dead soul from the heaven solely.

No reason why I should be coming back,
death came to me in the night of the dark,
i don't know what i hold that brought me here,
I'm so alone and I'm trembling with fear.

Dont want to go through the pain of a lifeless being,
the hole in the soul is there and its enlarging,
what is gonna happen I just don't wanna see,
is this the only way its gotta be.

Maybe Destiny didn't want me to be peaceful even after I die,
although death cheated by killing me slowly making my soul cry,
I cursed this world and my own life every single day,
'hatred for world and my fate' is the crime

this is the price i have to pay.

Trying to Forget

I don't know its good or bad

but I'm trying to forget your face,

its not like I was in deep love with u or something

but that matters to me i guess,

the moment when u looked into my eyes

I still find it hard to forget,

your eyes are the stealing ones

who never let my mind rest,

I don't know what should i do

I'm in no position to do a thing,

I can only look at u

& keep neglecting the voice within.




I don't know its good or bad

but I'm trying to forget how u look,

its not that I was missing u or something

cause my mind is not an open book,

I think as much i try to forget u

u come back again in my dreams,

its like I'm reliving the past again

in the flow of the Love streams,
I hate to admit it,

I hate to love again,

as I was hurt before,

I don't wanna move ahead.

The Journey

We lived our lives
In each others arms
Until the last breath
We were never apart.

We painted our future
With our hopes and dreams
Helping and loving each other
Creating a garden where the lilies gleams.

Now here we are
Lying on death bed together
You saying final goodbyes to me
But all I can think of is your love
That sets me free.

On this long journey to the other world
All I can see, You & your peaceful soul
So graceful and beautiful,
over the heavens rainbow!!!

Loads of 'Someone'

For the first time in my life
I want to dance with some one
anywhere just randomly
on a sunny day
when some one is playing
Dean Martin's SOMEWHERE THERE IS SOMEONE
a classic that will even make
my dead heart beat !!!

Nuisance of being me !!!

I ask you to read
These stupid poems of mine
I disturb you all the time
I should apologize

I'm writing after 2 years
Does that mean my heart is healed
Thanks to you my heart is sealed
I'm back to writing now

This writing, thinking, poet-ing I Do
Is entirely mixed up of feelings about you
Just confused on one thing, "HOW TO-"
How to tell you easily and likeably.