It's all because of you

How can I turn my time back,
cause I have wasted it on you,
You have been unfaithful and blind,
cause you didn't see my love for u which was true.

How can I not get hurt,
even though I'm a man,
Thanks to you I have a bleeding heart now,
in such despair its calling out someone whom it can't.

How can I forget all the feelings stored,
the soft touch of your glowing skin,
with ur sweet voice, songs and poems you rhyming,
your gaze that always stopped my heart,
mesmerizing u were until your sudden depart.

I can't put a finger on the feeling I'm going thru,
its painful, its regretful,
its full of fear of future,
its sad, its angry,
its full of some kind of torture.