My Agony

Agony of being alone has just began 

in this era of life,

world is full of crowd leaving me aside,
these faceless people look like ghost to me,
what can I do, I'm a drop dead soul from the heaven solely.

No reason why I should be coming back,
death came to me in the night of the dark,
i don't know what i hold that brought me here,
I'm so alone and I'm trembling with fear.

Dont want to go through the pain of a lifeless being,
the hole in the soul is there and its enlarging,
what is gonna happen I just don't wanna see,
is this the only way its gotta be.

Maybe Destiny didn't want me to be peaceful even after I die,
although death cheated by killing me slowly making my soul cry,
I cursed this world and my own life every single day,
'hatred for world and my fate' is the crime

this is the price i have to pay.