Connection of Love and Poetry

I hold my hands out
trying to catch any falling letter
when ever I say to you
I love you more than ever

I get up and run
out of my lazy comfort zone
just to meet you, see you
befor your love turns to stone

cold breath or frozen limbs
I'm struggling even to think
Although I dont care any more
Leaving all why I settle with you for.

The reason I left is not so invisible
And I don't feel loved ,
Not even liked by u,
I've found the truth and it's true!

Until you invaded my mind
I used to be my own protector
every word you start to speak now
It sets off my lie detector

That's all I can say
Even words aren't helping
I'm not in love anymore you see
It's Work and Coffee like connection
Same with Love and Poetry. 

Being an Introvert

I think it's difficult
Or I'm the only one getting it wrong
Leap of faith I'm missing
Not trusting fate or destiny at all

Yeah I'm talking about marriage
only thing that scares me in my dreams
Its an unknown scenario
Pitch black stage
Where I can't hear my own scream

I think too much
So I've been told many a times
Its an introvertial disease
Incurable of cost
Let it be gold or a single dime

I'm at war with myself
Over this label of 'introvert'
Can some one help
I'm in pain and I'm hurt!!!

My dear Sleep

I'm looking for words
And their help as i'm trying to be honest,
with such concealment around Me there is just, nothing but silence.
I apologize for going out of the mark
my dear sleep,
I cant help it tonight but to write something or to read.

I'll go back to sleep I promise...
I just want someone to be beside me
a virtual appearance'll do
even a ghost will suffice for a change in the scene.

My dear sleep
wait for a bit
let the words take me to other world
let my fantasy dreams accompany me
Let the emotions and memories possess me

Words of an Introvert

I surprise myself
By digging out buried memories
It's sometimes hurtful
It's sometimes sad
It's a bit difficult to explain
Why I came at!

I amuse myself
With emotional torment
With bittersweet joy
It's a chemical mixture of all possibilities
Where do I think I lie!

I confuse myself
By calling upon all the words
Confounding my mind
With tsunami of problems
I dwell in this world
All but nothing by my side!

No, it's not a sad story
Nor a sad life that I live
I've labeled myself an Introvert
Who enjoy sadness and the imagination
Which never fails to perceive

My mind

This mind is a maze
The more you explore
The more it craves
I find it difficult
I can't complain
Cause I'm a sinking boat
& fate's damn slave
Free fall from emotional cliff
Attracts all the pain
Happiness comes along slowly
It's good, Even though it's too late
Sometimes I don't know
What I'm thinking
I'm lost into thy maze
Help me
Steal me
Kill me if you can
I gotta get up there
Where heavens float
Watching us all
Suffer in vain

Runaway convict of happiness!

I'm a runaway convict
Hiding from the hands of happiness
Can't figure out the reason why
I was in love and had became a bit careless

I find myself in trouble
U entered where I don't allow
I'll have to run again
But its so hard to breath  now

My mind is heavy with your imagery
Busy in calculating chemistry
Its not a feeling that I'm used to
I lived my life away from devils like you

You cracked the wall of hardest heart
Slipped inside like a Paper or a dart
Manipulated my mind thru looks and smile
Finally u showed ur Innocence of a guile

Be safe

Lady I can feel your pain
Even if you are near Me or away
Lady I can't say I can ease that pain
Even when this mind cares for u in
night and day!!!

It hurts to see u hurt
It hurts to know there's nothing I can change
But I know
You'll be beautiful you again
& in no time you will be like old You
Mysterious & Miss strange :D !!!

Just get out of that freaky aching space
Back To old routine of French & Test
Your students need you...oh my grace
Finally I completed my poem quest!