I will and shall forget you dearly

I will and shall forget you dearly,
its something that doesnt come naturally to me,
but u r indeed someone speacial,
for u i have changed myself & became a bit in-prudential.

I know there are layers beneath the layers,
you always switch urself in between,
you got no control over these moods,
you hurt my heart while the wound was fresh and clean.

I dont want to witness again,
downfall of my mind,
Neither I'm yearning for redefined lies,
but yes, I'm learning from the past goodbyes.

I can no longer believe you'll come back clean,
it has become an uncertain thing,
then I thought,
Why should i bother, she's not mine,
This is the way I fell out of your love line.

How you affect me!!!

Every single touch ,
By someone special,
Has its own memory,
It's indeed sentimental.

It's for u my love...

its significant presence in you,
Beats of my heart that comes to,
U don't know what u need to do,
And I'm here stifled by your aroma.

You drown me in my own sweet bitterness,
You hypnotize my heart endless,
I'm filled with your warm caress,
And now I'm more than vivid and enthralling.

What more words should I choose,
I'm so happy , I'm singing the blues,
No I'm not wasted on cheap foreign booze,
It's your touch that gets Me high!

Connection of Love and Poetry

I hold my hands out
trying to catch any falling letter
when ever I say to you
I love you more than ever

I get up and run
out of my lazy comfort zone
just to meet you, see you
befor your love turns to stone

cold breath or frozen limbs
I'm struggling even to think
Although I dont care any more
Leaving all why I settle with you for.

The reason I left is not so invisible
And I don't feel loved ,
Not even liked by u,
I've found the truth and it's true!

Until you invaded my mind
I used to be my own protector
every word you start to speak now
It sets off my lie detector

That's all I can say
Even words aren't helping
I'm not in love anymore you see
It's Work and Coffee like connection
Same with Love and Poetry. 

Being an Introvert

I think it's difficult
Or I'm the only one getting it wrong
Leap of faith I'm missing
Not trusting fate or destiny at all

Yeah I'm talking about marriage
only thing that scares me in my dreams
Its an unknown scenario
Pitch black stage
Where I can't hear my own scream

I think too much
So I've been told many a times
Its an introvertial disease
Incurable of cost
Let it be gold or a single dime

I'm at war with myself
Over this label of 'introvert'
Can some one help
I'm in pain and I'm hurt!!!

My dear Sleep

I'm looking for words
And their help as i'm trying to be honest,
with such concealment around Me there is just, nothing but silence.
I apologize for going out of the mark
my dear sleep,
I cant help it tonight but to write something or to read.

I'll go back to sleep I promise...
I just want someone to be beside me
a virtual appearance'll do
even a ghost will suffice for a change in the scene.

My dear sleep
wait for a bit
let the words take me to other world
let my fantasy dreams accompany me
Let the emotions and memories possess me

Words of an Introvert

I surprise myself
By digging out buried memories
It's sometimes hurtful
It's sometimes sad
It's a bit difficult to explain
Why I came at!

I amuse myself
With emotional torment
With bittersweet joy
It's a chemical mixture of all possibilities
Where do I think I lie!

I confuse myself
By calling upon all the words
Confounding my mind
With tsunami of problems
I dwell in this world
All but nothing by my side!

No, it's not a sad story
Nor a sad life that I live
I've labeled myself an Introvert
Who enjoy sadness and the imagination
Which never fails to perceive

My mind

This mind is a maze
The more you explore
The more it craves
I find it difficult
I can't complain
Cause I'm a sinking boat
& fate's damn slave
Free fall from emotional cliff
Attracts all the pain
Happiness comes along slowly
It's good, Even though it's too late
Sometimes I don't know
What I'm thinking
I'm lost into thy maze
Help me
Steal me
Kill me if you can
I gotta get up there
Where heavens float
Watching us all
Suffer in vain