Words of an Introvert

I surprise myself
By digging out buried memories
It's sometimes hurtful
It's sometimes sad
It's a bit difficult to explain
Why I came at!

I amuse myself
With emotional torment
With bittersweet joy
It's a chemical mixture of all possibilities
Where do I think I lie!

I confuse myself
By calling upon all the words
Confounding my mind
With tsunami of problems
I dwell in this world
All but nothing by my side!

No, it's not a sad story
Nor a sad life that I live
I've labeled myself an Introvert
Who enjoy sadness and the imagination
Which never fails to perceive

My mind

This mind is a maze
The more you explore
The more it craves
I find it difficult
I can't complain
Cause I'm a sinking boat
& fate's damn slave
Free fall from emotional cliff
Attracts all the pain
Happiness comes along slowly
It's good, Even though it's too late
Sometimes I don't know
What I'm thinking
I'm lost into thy maze
Help me
Steal me
Kill me if you can
I gotta get up there
Where heavens float
Watching us all
Suffer in vain

Runaway convict of happiness!

I'm a runaway convict
Hiding from the hands of happiness
Can't figure out the reason why
I was in love and had became a bit careless

I find myself in trouble
U entered where I don't allow
I'll have to run again
But its so hard to breath  now

My mind is heavy with your imagery
Busy in calculating chemistry
Its not a feeling that I'm used to
I lived my life away from devils like you

You cracked the wall of hardest heart
Slipped inside like a Paper or a dart
Manipulated my mind thru looks and smile
Finally u showed ur Innocence of a guile

Be safe

Lady I can feel your pain
Even if you are near Me or away
Lady I can't say I can ease that pain
Even when this mind cares for u in
night and day!!!

It hurts to see u hurt
It hurts to know there's nothing I can change
But I know
You'll be beautiful you again
& in no time you will be like old You
Mysterious & Miss strange :D !!!

Just get out of that freaky aching space
Back To old routine of French & Test
Your students need you...oh my grace
Finally I completed my poem quest!

Matter

Matter left behind in dark
Along with the glow of light
Its only visible in darkness
That's when it enlightens the night

Stars are concealed in the sky
Light covers up their presence
Only the pitch black stage of twilight
Can un-hide the steps to the stars of heaven

Bulky dark clouds
covered up the hunters moon
A storm is approaching towards forest
It seems as strong as a monsoon

No reason to be happy

Without any reason
I feel one of the lonesome kind
Searching for someone
Just to falsify my mind

Neither I can perceive
Nor I can change this life
Can't seem to enjoy though
cutting it to pieces with a sharp sad knife

Born with a disease of making mistakes
Unluckily it's not a terminal case
I wished it to be deadly
I'm better off this happy kind of mess!!!

Eternal Bond of Rain and Clouds

Moving across weather map
Black Clouds hover over the city
Blocking daylight and shining sun
Raindrops let itself loose crazy

People run to cover themselves
That's when the umbrellas are opened
Pond on the roads started to fill up
As the rainfal became heavier

Petrichor of first shower
is a nostalgic moment of childhood
Dancing in rain with friends and
Playing cricket in wet ground of neighborhood.

Rainy season
You hold a certain place in our hearts
Unknown of its importance but
We do share that bond
Don't ever leave us
Don't ever be late
It's just not us
But for you whole world awaits.
Hot coffee beside a foggy window
Watching clouds spat out their beads of water.