Be safe

Lady I can feel your pain
Even if you are near Me or away
Lady I can't say I can ease that pain
Even when this mind cares for u in
night and day!!!

It hurts to see u hurt
It hurts to know there's nothing I can change
But I know
You'll be beautiful you again
& in no time you will be like old You
Mysterious & Miss strange :D !!!

Just get out of that freaky aching space
Back To old routine of French & Test
Your students need you...oh my grace
Finally I completed my poem quest!

Matter

Matter left behind in dark
Along with the glow of light
Its only visible in darkness
That's when it enlightens the night

Stars are concealed in the sky
Light covers up their presence
Only the pitch black stage of twilight
Can un-hide the steps to the stars of heaven

Bulky dark clouds
covered up the hunters moon
A storm is approaching towards forest
It seems as strong as a monsoon

No reason to be happy

Without any reason
I feel one of the lonesome kind
Searching for someone
Just to falsify my mind

Neither I can perceive
Nor I can change this life
Can't seem to enjoy though
cutting it to pieces with a sharp sad knife

Born with a disease of making mistakes
Unluckily it's not a terminal case
I wished it to be deadly
I'm better off this happy kind of mess!!!

Eternal Bond of Rain and Clouds

Moving across weather map
Black Clouds hover over the city
Blocking daylight and shining sun
Raindrops let itself loose crazy

People run to cover themselves
That's when the umbrellas are opened
Pond on the roads started to fill up
As the rainfal became heavier

Petrichor of first shower
is a nostalgic moment of childhood
Dancing in rain with friends and
Playing cricket in wet ground of neighborhood.

Rainy season
You hold a certain place in our hearts
Unknown of its importance but
We do share that bond
Don't ever leave us
Don't ever be late
It's just not us
But for you whole world awaits.
Hot coffee beside a foggy window
Watching clouds spat out their beads of water.

Yours Truly

Hope is delinquent
Pushing me towards you
Your magnetism pulls me
closer and out of the blue

Luck is vague
Making me confused about you
In bright daylight I dream
God of dreams please make it come true

Heart is under repair
It was broken in front of you
Memories of the past haunt me
You gave me strength to pull thru

You know me since I was 2
You know how I'm close to you
never thought love could be true
I just wanna hold you and kiss you

How my life is

Is my life safe and furled
I think like this when Shadows murmur in my deaf ears
And about the future of this world
Where will I be, in these coming years

Will I shine like sunshine
Or the darkness will shut me down
It's exciting to be part of this design
Dear fate, I seek fame and great renown

Hope let me fly
With the possibilities of what I can be
Fate give me a chance
To be what I can be
Instead of depression
And the suffering of loss
I won't give in
I would stand strong
Future is what I look forward to
With the hope of eternal peace
At night When sun sets down
With a golden crown
I sleep to dream and see
The mysterious future of me

I restrain myself from you

A poem from a Yakuza gangster to a beautiful soulful girl he loved more than anything.

To you my love who I want to stay away from

Behind this dark curtain of my eyelids,

I still see that sparkle of life,
You don't know what you've fed me,
Eternal sunshine like hope of some kind.

I restrain myself from clinging on to you,
As I am bad omen of time,
The way I breath and the life I live,
is more like a victimless crime.

I don't want to drag your pure soul to hell,
It'll be tainted with blood and fear,
I won't get even a moment of happiness,
From my life if you disappear,
Yes I want you in my life,
But my curse forbids me,
If I may ever hurt you,
A drop of your tear might just kill me.

I'm so confused,
I'm so jealous,
of freedom, emotions & feelings you people can feel,
I'm just a monster without shame & guilt,
I'm not worth this life
It all should end with me.