That One day

One day shall come
I will leave with my cycle
To live away in unknown land
Without anything planned
I wouldn't care for the geography
I wouldn't care for a tent or a dormitory
I wish to become that strong
I wish to become that brave
To refuse pleasures and leisures
To refuse company or relations
Just want to stay away
From 'kindness' and empathy
From any emotion that is even near ecstasy
These things slows me down
These things make me into a clown
Just want to get away from this world
In the jungle
Away from people
Far away from being human

Game

Even though I know
Attachment is the last thing I want
But I'm forgetting this feeling of
Leaving you behind which I really can't.

I'm an emotional man
Full of feelings and Affection
Gotta step up my game my friend say
And stay away from this game of attention.

This poetic mind of mine
Blinded me of reality
Loving someone truly
is no longer a possibility.

Unknown feeling of Solitude

While Looking in mirror
I stopped and stared
Asking my own reflection
Am I prepared?
Darkness approaching
To infect my mind
Whom should I ask for help
Nobody's free and
Nobody's kind
I know I scare my 'friends'
With such depressing thoughts
Usually I'm not this dark
Being so I know
It's my loss
Closing the doors
To the outside world
Without thinking clearly
I don't know
Where I'll end-up
On this street
Of fate or destiny!!!

Just being honest with you

I was so sure about all of this,
I was sure that I would win you over,
I wanted to know you more...,
you know...
Since the day we met at that store.

You are in my life now
Where ever you are,
You are around me now
even on phone let it be,
You are in my life now
Don't just only chat
girl please talk to me.

I'm not sure if I can fake my feelings,
I only write when I'm sad,
I'm no longer a loner I think,
But only writing poems isn't all I've had.

You are in my life now
Where ever you are,
You are around me now
even on phone let it be,
You are my dearest friend now,
that was surprising I would say
Hell with all
I had a terrific day.

Don't know how to classify,
these mixed-up and messed-up ME today,
Couldn't say the things I'm feeling right now,
So I threw them in this poem anyway.

What you are to me...

You question my love
By asking 

why you write so much about me
I'm not angry at all of such notion
because its all you in my mind
its all you whom I seek.

you're the diversion
you're the center of thought
you're the poet's muse
you're the conscience of doing what i ought

You question my attitude
saying nothing at all about me
I feel pain in my heart
but i forget about it easily

You are like a needle

Or like a knife

stabbing my heart continuously

And i Love that pain

Which I know will subside.

I don't know

Why do I endure you

So much and so more

What I have become

It's exactly like

Sea for the shore

Why i don't want to die !!!?

In my dream I'm engaged to an amazing lady...Graceful, Beautiful and Humble.
So one day on a talk show or somewhere
I was asked in random questions game :
Why you don't want to die ?
So to that my answer was pretty much the same as following poem :

I love my life and i love to enjoy it with you,
I will stay away from death cause i want to spend it with you.

You work on your laptop and sometimes you make mistakes,
software messes up but you end up crying instead,
I have to be there to wipe your tears from your eye,
That's the reason girl i will stay away from death and i don't want to die.

You are always in a hurry to get in time to office
Forget your house keys or anything but you never notice
I have to be there to remind you and make dinner before you come home by
That's the reason girl i will stay away from death and  I don't want to die.

You are a bit clumsy but I love you for that,
You hurt your leg or knee or your brilliant head,
At that time of pain, I gotta be there beside you to embrace
I will never die and I'll stay away from death for your love and for your grace.

My baby sister

The bond we share
Its anonymous, unknown
like an unheard whisper,
I love you unlike anything
Cause you are my baby sister.

It's a strange connection
between me and you,
First time when we met
It was awkward & peculiar too.

After some days went by
We became friends,
It was an instant connection
Without any introduction

You are my baby sister
And I love you
May you get all you want
May all your dreams come true
I care for you and
I want this for you
May your dreams come true.