What you are to me...

You question my love
By asking 

why you write so much about me
I'm not angry at all of such notion
because its all you in my mind
its all you whom I seek.

you're the diversion
you're the center of thought
you're the poet's muse
you're the conscience of doing what i ought

You question my attitude
saying nothing at all about me
I feel pain in my heart
but i forget about it easily

You are like a needle

Or like a knife

stabbing my heart continuously

And i Love that pain

Which I know will subside.

I don't know

Why do I endure you

So much and so more

What I have become

It's exactly like

Sea for the shore

Why i don't want to die !!!?

In my dream I'm engaged to an amazing lady...Graceful, Beautiful and Humble.
So one day on a talk show or somewhere
I was asked in random questions game :
Why you don't want to die ?
So to that my answer was pretty much the same as following poem :

I love my life and i love to enjoy it with you,
I will stay away from death cause i want to spend it with you.

You work on your laptop and sometimes you make mistakes,
software messes up but you end up crying instead,
I have to be there to wipe your tears from your eye,
That's the reason girl i will stay away from death and i don't want to die.

You are always in a hurry to get in time to office
Forget your house keys or anything but you never notice
I have to be there to remind you and make dinner before you come home by
That's the reason girl i will stay away from death and  I don't want to die.

You are a bit clumsy but I love you for that,
You hurt your leg or knee or your brilliant head,
At that time of pain, I gotta be there beside you to embrace
I will never die and I'll stay away from death for your love and for your grace.

My baby sister

The bond we share
Its anonymous, unknown
like an unheard whisper,
I love you unlike anything
Cause you are my baby sister.

It's a strange connection
between me and you,
First time when we met
It was awkward & peculiar too.

After some days went by
We became friends,
It was an instant connection
Without any introduction

You are my baby sister
And I love you
May you get all you want
May all your dreams come true
I care for you and
I want this for you
May your dreams come true.

These Final Lines

what will I do without you
without that pretty face in my life
I thought you will be in my future
not leaving me over a immature strife

its hard to believe this is happening right now
when I understood nature of my feelings for you
I want you back here in heart of mine
But I just don't know how

My heart is controlling it's tears
no I'm not overseeing things my love
I cared for you more than you are thinking
you're smthng I adore more than the stars above

If you cant see my affection for you
then its better to stay away
I'll erase memory of you...no problem
but it cant be done in some hrs or day

I should say sorry for my love
which never could I so convey
I'm trying to tell you that in person
but these words always get in the way

Forget all this now
forget all these words
I'm done with you

I'm done loving you
I'm tired of writing
convincing poems with these emotions and letters.

Girl You are my bright moon

Girl, you are the bright moon
I tried to touch to
Simple earthling like me
forgot about the gravity cause

I looked at only you.

I flew towards the sky

Where you live
like a spark of firefly's fling
I reached half way there
without thinking a single thing.